Rose Breda, Psychic, Dream interpreter and Meditator was in my life from 1985, when I emigrated to United States, via New York. She did Health Reading, Edgar Cayce style. She mailed out tapes finishing them off with a blessing for me and mine. I sometimes got health readings for myself or the children if they were sick. 

I noticed her through a lecture she gave on past lives connected to the Edgar Cayce Foundation. The lecture was given at a church in Richmond, our immigration city, and I introduced myself. She lived in Blackstone then, and I was headed there, as part of the family’s relocation, due to of my then partner’s work in the medical field. I was in an Edgar Cayce Group in Ireland for a few years prior to emigrating.

I took my Mandalas and dreams to Rose Breda on a monthly basis for a period of twenty years. She was alway helpful to me in my inner journey. She concerned herself with teaching us to meditate. There was a group of us. She did workshops on dreams and twice went through the material of Revelation, as she connected it to the Chakras in the human body. She also insisted that the Bible was a way to understand our inner journey, rather than using it to justify anything in the outer world.

Rose Breda would take a hold of one of my mandala drawings, the drawing of which she encouraged, and would hide behind it in the silence that followed. She sat in a corner of her room. I was instructed to draw another mandala. Then when she had stopped writing furiously, she would read it out. In this case she said “wow” and then read it out, during which I furiously wrote it down and we talked about her words. 

I have kept a box of Rose Breda Mandala readings and as I am older now, I am going through my stuff and this is the first one I read to myself. I was hit by some guilt but I have to remember this came from over thirty years ago. I decided to include it in the pages below as I still need to learn from it now. 

(Words attributed to Rose Longworth as represented in the Mandala by the figures on each side of the flower. See mandala above at top of page. The golden flower over the fountain of blue, in the center of the Mandala, is representing a Holy self and the inner Christ locked into the heart.)

My God, I am a lonely woman, I hang my head in shame that this earth is a lonely place and I do not rise to meet the son. I hang my head in shame that I have betrayed Christ, my holy self.

I, Rose L. stand on either side of him as He shoes his face and I hear him as he says,

My daughter, you sit upon a mighty well and yet your eyes remain ever cast down, not seeing the gold that is there for the taking. So many times you have opened the door and refused to come through. Break the bread and taste the wine of my blood and body. Take it into yourself and cleanse your self in the waters of my spirit. The two of you are still now as you do this Art. You stood before me in your humbleness and your shame. Can you not remain in humbleness? Is there a place in you for such? I rise up now to call you before it is too late. So many in your charge and you are failing them. You are very still now so you can hear me, as I speak to you, as I have spoken to you before. Yet you did not hear me. Your ears are closed and so is your heart. I die and die again on the cross in your heart never to be liberated. Come walk with me talk with me.”

I made up my mind to do the walk and to talk the talk. My client is sick this morning and I said to her that I would pray for her. I had the feeling that I am accompanied by a beautiful Holy person and their arm is around my waist. I feel we are both being carried. It is a warm feeling. She has a lot on her plate and needs the lift and the gift of such support.Her deceased grand aunties used to pray for her when they were alive so I now call on the Aunties to help her now in her struggles. 

I still play my melodica, as a way to stay in touch with my Holy self. I plan to play “Joy to the World” as that tune showed up, as very beautiful music, in a client’s dream. We connected it to the Music of the Spheres. I will also try and play “The Everlasting Arms” as it relates to the Mandala above for me.

Also reading a book which says that the feelings and emotions from the heart are what influences the brain and depending on those feelings, if they are loving, they influence the brain to give us beautiful brain waves, as well as everything we need to improve health and happiness levels. So stop to breath five times, get in touch with past loving experiences and go from there. My client yesterday told me of this exercise. “Paven Guru” translated to “Breath as Teacher.”

I am still convalescing, as well as doing some writing and sessions with my clients. I am looking for a few more clients, who want to work on themselves through their spiritual efforts. You can be a stone in my shoe that I need to pay attention to but I am not interested in working with people who have no intention of getting in touch with their Holy Selves. If you are such a stoney person, working on yourself, come join me for some sessions at my home office in Bridgewater. I would love to work with you. Happy New Year and Happy paths where you find your Holy Self. 

See the beautiful Rainbow and then double Rainbow that came this morning in the sunrise and rain. My partner ran outside in his bare feet, abandoning the stove, to get some pictures. I appreciate this about him.

Love from Rose Marie.